Wednesday, January 30, 2002 06:36 p.m.
I don’t really know how long I’ve been sitting here, and I don’t really know what I’m doing. Whether I’m writing a letter, a poem, or a fuckin novel is beyond me at this point. I just felt like writing. I guess I’m trying to find something. Something being either myself or a piece of writing, I don’t really know just yet. It may seem really easy, writing that is, but trust me, it’s not, nor is the chore of trying to find yourself.
The other day I finished the novella Animal Farm. It was incredible. I enjoyed it for one single reason; they were powerful. Napolean had power in his life. He had control. *mind you, he was also the biggest asshole to ever face mankind, but still... I'm getting at something here* Maybe I’m searching for control. Maybe I’m stuck on the fact that there has to be more to life then what I’ve experienced so far. I don’t believe we can control our future unfortunately, I believe in fate, and yet, I hate the fuckin word.
I suppose I'm just disgruntled at the moment, maybe that's why I feel like writing on this thing for the first time in months. I guess this is kind of like my own secret writing space, and only a few people actually know I write in this thing, and by now.. they likely don't care what I have to say, and have stopped reading it. Smart choice guys.. smart choice.
Anyway, maybe I need to write more.. so maybe I'll start. Maybe that's just the most brilliant idea I've had in a long time... maybe not. Who knows?
Tuesday, November 27, 2001 11:46 a.m.
Hey folks, how's everyone hangin' in there?
Just thought I'd write a quick one and update everyone on my wonderful life because I hadn't done that for a while.
We went to Regionals this weekend, and won A side, which means that we now move onto Provincials. I'm so excited for it. I've never done well in Juniors before until this year.. so it really makes me happy. Our team works so hard and it's finally paid off! Prov's are in January during the holidays.. so you better all come watch. It'll be a fun time had by all! :)
Nothing much of anything has been going on lately besides curling. I'm running a spiel in Palmerston this weekend which should be lots of fun. A whole bunch of people are coming up so it'll be wicked to get to see everyone and hang around Palm Beach for the night.
Anyways, I'll try and keep everyone updated a little more regularly.. and I got some more pics. scanned so I'll see what I can do about getting those up as well.
Alrighty.. peace.
Lynds.
Tuesday, November 20, 2001 10:12 p.m.
Never say you need me, If you never really care
Never talk about feelings, If they're never really there
Never hold my hand, If you know you'll break my heart
Never say you'll love me, If you never plan to start
Never look in my eyes, If all you do is lie
Never say "I love you", If you really mean goodbye
Never mean forever, At least say you will try
Never say forever, Cause forever makes me cry
Tuesday, November 20, 2001 04:47 p.m.
So, I FACKin pulled something in my back and it really hurts *yeah yeah.. I can feel the sympathy just a pourin' off yaz all.. bastards!* :)It hurts quite a bit but I just got home from the chiropractors.. and it seems to slowly be getting better!
This weekend is regions.. and I'm quite excited about seing everyone *yes.. especially you steph.. wanna make out.. im really good at it?.......i mean.. no.. bad steph.. bad.. cough* ;)
I think this is the first time in the face of the world that I have actually finished all of my homework for one night.. I'd like to say that I'm rather proud of that.
Anywho, I'm outta here.
Lynds.
Is there something that you're trying to say? Don't hold back now. It's been a long time since I've felt this way, So don't hold back now. I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you're trying to say? So don't hold back now Cause I can take it..."
Sunday, November 18, 2001 08:48 p.m.
News for the weekend: WE WON A SIDE FOR JUNIOR GIRLS!! WOOOO.. HURRAY FOR US.. GOOOOOOO TEAM GOOOOOOOO..
Anywho.. enough of that. Yeah, we won A side at zones this weekend, beat out both teams. We won our first game 7-4 and our second game 11-6.. so not too bad of a weekend overall. Brooks' team also made it outta good ol' zones. They're all purdy FACKin happy bout that.
Went to a wicked ass concert on Friday night with the gals. It was just a buncha local bands.. but one of them was amazing. It was Brent Hamilton *his mommy is my god-mother* but his band played Weezer and like old school Incubus.. it was so awesome!
Went to the good ol' Family Christmas dinner at The Turton's tonight.. it was mmm mmm good. Good quality turkey *fuck the H2O*... *cough*
Just wondering how everyone else did at Zones so let me know if you're reading this.
In other news.. I FINALLY got the late draw filled up for my spiel.. and I couldn't be more excited.. (???) It's kewl though.. some purdy decent teams in the thing.
Anyways.. I'm out to get some sleep.. so hope everyone had an AMAZING weekend as usual.
Keep er tight.
Friday, November 16, 2001 12:31 p.m.
The news for the day:
I don't have gym class, and I'm very happy about that.
It's been a year today since my good friend Jeff died, which has left me feeling quite sentimental. Good kid.. and I miss him a lot.
News that won't want to make everyone break out into tears though.. I'm going out for supper tonight, so I'm looking forward to not eating kraft dinner and sausage for the first night this week. Dad doesn't stay home much anymore, which is cool in some ways, and bad in others. Cool, that he's in love and doesn't care about anything else.. but bad.. because he's in love and doesn't care about anything else.. *makes sense in my little world anyways* Well that, and I have to eat sausage everynight.
I think Brad might be stoppin over for a couple minutes sometime today, so that's cool. Give me one thing to look forward to in the day at least. I still have to go back to school and I'm not quite done my essay that is due in an hour.. so I feel the wrath of Mrs. Smith coming, but oh well.. I shall survive.
Hmm.. can't wait to see everyone tonight either. We're having a practise tonight at 6 in Listowel with the GALS and Brooks' good ol' curling team, so that should turn out to be quite the ordeal. Quite the team they have there, little difficult to curl against, as they like to throw peel wait for every fuckin shot for some reason *don't ask* But I get to see Brooks tonight.. for more then 2 minutes, so that's always a bonus!
Anyways.. I should get to work.. no more procrastination.
Latah all,
Lynds.
"I'll be that girl and you would be right over If I were a field.. you would be in clover and if I were the sun you would be in shadow and if I had a gun, there'd be no tomorrow"
Thursday, November 15, 2001 10:45 a.m.
"Tell me what you need to hear and I'll tell it to you again, I can fake it all if you can too. Well I know you why don't you take what you need and then.... will this stop the bleeding naturally enough. Can't hold my tongue in. Dying to get another glimpse and so I watch the water enter till we all get washed away I never needed someone comforting me" -Finger Eleven.
So, here's the story of my life for the past couple of days. My week's been going alright. Really slow however. Tuesday we had a practise for our girls school team. Needless to say, this is something I am definitly NOT looking forward to. They try hard, which is kewl, just not a big fan of wasting my time. *bitter bitter.. i know*
Lastnight I curled in Palmerston and we won our game 9-4 which wasn't too bad. On a related note, the ice in Palmerston is FACKin terrible.
Haven't talked to my mom forever, so I think we're making plans for her to come over for a bit tonight. I get to curl yet again tonight. Mind you, this is at least competitive curling, and I do not gain bad habits from this waste of time.
In other news, I got my report card yesterday. Not too bad I guess.. should be a hell of a lot better, but my lack of motivation to do anything lately has ruined that opportunity. I've been writing a lot of songs/poems too which is really neat cause I haven't done that for a while.
Zones are this weekend for Junior Girls. There are only 3 teams in it this year which is incredible! We play our first game at 9 on Saturday.. so I'll make sure to let everyone know how we're doing.
Anyways, I suppose I should get back to my work.
"Cause I know, I don't belong, here in heaven..."
Tuesday, November 13, 2001 01:06 p.m.
Hey everyone! Not too much to say here but I haven't written for a while, so I thought I'd get on that.
My weekend went great. We won two games outta three in Owen Sound.. beat good ol' Brad's team! :) So that earned me a few bragging points anyways.
Friday night went to down Kitchener with Brooks and went to see From Hell. It was amazing. Go and see it, I recommend it.
Gabe came over lastnight and brought me the cd him and his brother just produced. Amazing.. those boys have some serious talent *evil glare* :)
Anywho.. hope everythings good with everyone.. I'll write more later when I have a couple minutes.
Latah,
Lynds.
Friday, November 9, 2001 02:19 p.m.
Hey all, just wanted to say have a good weekend and hopefully see you at Owen Sound.
I finally got a copy of the book that I got my poem published in, so when I have some time I'll type out some of them that were in there.. some people are brilliant at what they do.
Anyways, hope everyone's doing good.. and take 'er easy on the week.. *and if she's not easy.. take 'er twice.. right*
Dirty dirty minds.. *horns are showing*
Latah,
Lynds.
Thursday, November 8, 2001 02:29 p.m.
Mindless crap from the mind of MOI:
I slept inside
your thoughts lastnight
Tried to fit myself into your body
but the fit was a little too tight.
I knelt inside
your mind lastnight
Tried to place myself into your shoes
but the fit was a little too tight.
But I wanted to be with you
You were my addiction
The habit to never be abandoned
The habit to never be ignored
I crept inside
your life lastnight
Tried to fit myself into your soul
but the fit was a little too tight.
I fell inside
your heart lastnight
Tried to fit myself into your touch
but the fit was a little too tight.
But I wanted to be near you
You were my divinity
The habit to never be deserted
The habit to never be weakened
I slept inside
your thoughts lastnight
Tried to fit myself into your body
but the fit was a little too tight.
-lynds
Wednesday, November 7, 2001 04:29 p.m.
GOOD MORNING VIETNAM.. Well..
..anywho.. moving on. How's everyone doing today? Me, well I just woke up.. so that's a very good thing. Had a wonderful day today, and it's only going to get better the rest of the week. Tomorrow is early dismissal.. and considering I have a spare last period.. this means I will be done school at about 12:30 tomorrow.. so that's enough to put a smile on my face!
In other news.. I FACKin HATE ARCHERY! It honestly looks like I'm trying to kill myself. I got kicked out today.. *of gym class* because obviously I'm not too good at the "sport" and well.. I hit the wall with an arrow.. and my teacher got all disgruntled and blablabla.. So it wasn't a good experience.
Anywho.. shit to do, and people to talk to.. time to waste.. so I'm gunna finish it at that.
Hope everyones day was brilliant.. and worth while *aren't they all Lyndsey.. aren't they all?*
Latez...
Lynds.
Monday, November 5, 2001 07:01 p.m.
This is a picture of me and Ash care of Michael Hilbourn. :OP NICE LEGS LYNDS!!!!!!!
Monday, November 5, 2001 01:22 p.m.
Well hello everyone! Sorry I haven't really updated this page for a while. I suppose a lack of things to say was the cause of that. This weekend was pretty crazy. Friday night I went to commencement. It wasn't too bad considering all I did was sit on a hard chair for 3 hours watching people go up on stage and smiling at the camera, when in truth.. I knew they all wanted to be anywhere but fuckin NorHELL. So, it was good. Kewl to see Brooksie get his diploma along with everyone else.
Saturday night was quite the good time! Went to kitchener with Brooks to his University.. then went out for supper. Met up with Jess *his sister* and her boyfriend and two other friends. He went to ref. later on so Me, Trent, Brook, Jeff, and Josh all went to a party in Drayton. Then we went to a B&D *better known as a big drunken fest that people go to when other people are getting married* and I had a little bit TOO much fun to say the least! I think I kissed Jodie or something.. so deepest appologies sweetheart. In other news... I hate Rob's dog. Fucking guy
Then yesterday, Sunday, I had to do a clinic at the club. That actually went pretty kewl. A lot of people willing to learn.. so it was easy to teach them. Also went out for supper with Amb and Brooks.. we ate poutine and it was mmm mmm good. Amb got all her hair cut off and it looks amazing. She's a cutie.
Anyways.. I'm home from school now.. and I'm thinking that I should maybe go get some sleep at some point in time. Didn't get too much of that lastnight.
Hope everyone else had a good weekend.
Latah
-Lynds.
Wednesday, October 31, 2001 10:31 p.m.
My news for the night: Gabe is the kewlest guy in the world! We went trick or treatin tonight.. I was Chip from Chip and Dale the Rescue rangers.. it was pretty fuckin sweet! Gabe fell down a flight of stairs.. and we all laughed.. and stole his candy. Then.. we all went upto this house and got pop, and he was the last one to go up.. and the ladies like "oh sorry.. we're all out" and gave him a handfull of peanuts. Not like nice beer coated peanuts.. like ones straight from the shell. So Gabe's new name is 'nuts' as of now! :) lol.. it was a wicked fun time. Scot went as Daffy Duck, Brit went as a jungle whore *rarrr* Danielle went as Mickey Mouse and Gabe went as G.I Joe! All in all it was a blast.
I love halloween!
Peace, Lynds.
Wednesday, October 31, 2001 03:55 p.m.
This is Brooks.. little bit of an old picture.. but cute regardless..
Wednesday, October 31, 2001 01:13 p.m.
Well the news of the day is that I get to go and watch the boys play volleyball during last period. That should be alright considering the fact that I likely won't go and.. I'll just come home, *hurray for school spirit*
It's lunch time right now, and Brittany just came over to shave her armpits *don't ask..* So here I am eating my little sandwhich feeling bored and wishing for once that I was at school.
It's hallowe'en today.. and that makes me happy. Me, Scot, Megan, Brit, Gabe and Nathan are all going Trick or Treatin' tonight so that should be a night filled with shits and giggles.
Hope everyones doing well..
Oh, and nice voice Brian!
Tuesday, October 30, 2001 10:32 p.m.
Okay, well once again I'm incredibly bored and needing to do something to waste sometime, so once again.. here I am.
I'm going to say somethings that I've learned today:
1. To take cranberry extract if you have kidney problems.
2. That Sloan really is a good band in which I have under-rated in the past.
3. Scotia bank is now a "whore" and is useless.. and should be shot down and burned to the ground *wow.. thats angry*
4. My mom's a sweetheart and my dad's a grump all the time.
5. Little kids are incredibly annoying.. but it's still funny how cute they can be sometimes. Especially when they wipe out on the ice.. and smash their heads off the ground.. and still laugh about it. I mean.. that's talent.
-Lynds
Tuesday, October 30, 2001 07:56 p.m.
On a related note.. Tomorrow is Halloween and I feel as if I should be dressing up to go around the neighbourhood and act all silly and such. Wait a minute.. that's what I do everynight. Scrap that idea. I love halloween.
Tuesday, October 30, 2001 07:51 p.m.
Misled:
Sick of all these thoughts inside
Why can't I erase the way I feel
I'm so misled
Treating you as if your god
Why can't I make everything okay
Your so misled.
These thoughts inside I can't push away
You make it seem like everythings okay
So go ahead and tell me what
You think that I should be telling you
But we're misled.
I realized that I lost control
the pictures now keep flashing through my head
I've been misled.
These thoughts they dont leave
and I dont know what to do
And everyone around me
keeps giving me advice
but who do I believe
I take it word by word
But I'll never understand.
These thoughts inside I can't push away
You make it seem like everythings okay
Tuesday, October 30, 2001 01:12 p.m.
My username today is fairly irrelevant to the way that I'm feeling as of right now. Had a pretty shitty day so far. Went into French today and had to write 3 tests. That was nice considering I only thought I had one of them. But I'll suck it up cause I'm terrible in that class anyways.
Lastnight was pretty rough. Didn't go to sleep until 3 o'clock and then I had to get up at 7 so needless to say I wasn't just the bright ball of sunshine that I wanted to be.
Tonight I have to go and coach a bunch of little tiny fuckers at curling and I'm really not looking forward to that. I fall.. they laugh. This is how it works between us. It's a wonderful relationship.
In other news.. there's a retard name Tory Burnette working in the cafeteria today.. so that's why I'm writing to you at lunchtime.. I figured if I wanted to eat shit.. I'd make it myself thanks.
Hope everyones doing alright.
-lynds
Monday, October 29, 2001 09:29 p.m.
Okay folks, this is Brian. Pretty much the "creator" of this page. Made the background and told me what to do with what cause I'm a lil' slow when it comes to technology. So here's a GREAT BIG thanks to Bri for the help.. here he is:
-DL
Monday, October 29, 2001 05:43 p.m.
I've decided that I also want to dedicate my time to mullet watching as well Brian, and I'd appreciate the help.
Monday, October 29, 2001 04:05 p.m.
Well, today was the first day that I landed on reality since Thursday night. Didn't go to school most the day, went to English but that's about all I could stay awake for
London was amazing. We ended up winning $300 which wasn't too bad to put to our names. The weekend was incredibly different...
This morning I did a personality test *being as I didn't go to school, I had to keep myself occupied somehow* and it's funny to see how unrealistic I think of myself.
I also had a nice wake up call by my best friend today, telling me things I didn't want to hear, but things that I should be listening to. So overall, it was just a peachy day.
Anyways, I don't have much of anything to say right now but I'm going to add some lyrics that I've been writing to this page. Hope you all enjoy them.. and I hope someone had a better day then I did!
-lynds.
Thursday, October 25, 2001 07:11 p.m.
Hey everyone. Well I finally got myself a new site because the other one didn't seem to be working to my favour. I'm going to London this weekend and looking forward to seeing everyone there. Maybe we won't lose every game this time? *now that's what I call positive thinking baby!* I'm going to try and see if I can get some pictures up and running on this site too. I'll also let yaz know when I write anything new, or when anything worth sharing happens in my life. Alrighty, well take it easy, and if she's not easy.. take it twice.
Latah kids.. keep checkin in on me.
- lynds